I'm so tired. I haven't slept. I woke up at like, 5 yesterday thanks to my alarm being wonky, and found James's car not working. :( So he had to not work, and we watched Away We Go, which was AWESOME. That was a terrific movie, omg. <3 And we decided to stay up after walking around a little, buying our first lottery tickets (we lost -_-), ( Read more... )

I am a sad person.  I don't know why, I don't know what to do about it, and it sucks.  I feel really lonely and sad and distant from everyone and everything.  I feel like I am annoying and stupid and mean, and I dislike myself.  I wish I were different.  I wish I were rich.  I wish I had done things differently.  I don't feel like doing anything, ( Read more... )

I actually have some stuff to update about!  :D  Yay!

**  IT SNOWED TODAY.  IN MYRTLE BEACH, SOUTH CAROLINA.  It was just little itsy bitsy flakes, and none of it really stuck, but there were tiny piles on the side of the road, and on car hoods on my way to class.  :D  It was exciting!  It hasn't REALLY snowed here since I was in like, 6th grade.  ( Read more... )

Man, I can't believe we're already at 2009.  When I look back on 2008 I can only vividly remember a few months - this time last year, I was in New York with James.  In March I got my tattoos.  In April I started my dreads.  I got a job at Starbucks, and I remember the summer pretty well.  A lot of crap happened in the summer - jobstuffs, birthday, ( Read more... )

I miss James.  I didn't get to talk to him last night because I was asleep already when he called.  I know it's only been a day, but yesterday happened to be a pretty bad day... I dunno.  And I'm kind of annoyed that he was drinking last night.  Already?  Seriously, you can't find anything else to do?  -_-

Maybe that's why I'm so whatever about his ( Read more... )

So I just spent the last hour trying to watch the 6th episode of How I Met Your Mother, but instead, I got yelled at for pretty much everything that's ever happened, starting with two CDs that got messed up and so I threw them away.  I was not aware that I was the sole reason for every problem our computer has ever had, because I download music.  I ( Read more... )

I finished Breaking Dawn,  and even though it was a complete waste of time, I'm glad I read it because it actually did clear up quite a few things about the series.  It was a nice ending, I guess.  Whatevs.

I'm not sure why I am awake... I've been sleeping on and off all day, and for the past few days I've been ridiculously tired/fatigued.  And I ( Read more... )

I'm on chapter 15 of Breaking Dawn, and it's pretty awful.  Someone sent it to me online though, so at least I didn't waste money on it.  -_-  Bah.

Bridget and I had a giant fightything this morning which ended in me sort of freaking out and breaking down... I've been feeling so superficially happy lately, but so fragile underneath.  So much crap ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night where I was telling the internet about how Chase (Jesse Spencer in real life, but we don't talk about that) would have been perfect as Malfoy and Zac Efron should definitely have been Harry Potter.  Seriously.  I was trying to convince ediblestars and topsyturvy especially, for some reason, because they were all "Nuh uh, ( Read more... )

 All right guys, it's that time again.  I've changed all my icons out and most of them are David Cook.  I know.  But he's so pretty!  And I KNOW I said that about Zefron, and I KNOW I said that about Bret, and yes, I will probably move on in a month or two unless he actually wins Idol ::crosses fingers::, but...... he's so pretty ( Read more... )